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Sunday, April 30, 2006
uploaded some photos of i's 18th (yes 18th) birthday party. haha. happpy birthday IAN! I wanted to upload the video ok? haha. But then I thought that's kind of R-rated and would be better off selling it on ebay. haha.

the disgusting fake cake...

4:49 PM;

Friday, April 28, 2006
After sports day, a group of us went to cafe cartel to eat lunch.. Can you believe they are selling their set meals (soup, main course, drink and beverage) for $7.90 only? quite worth it right? plus the free flow of bread also! yummy. had quite a bit of fun. watching K and K bicker, then act gay. sigh..don't know whether they hate or love each other.

I ate and ate until I was so full, I started to feel sleepy. So I just lay back on the sofa and then suddenly someone tapped me on the shoulder. I looked up and then I saw mel, and bev and eunice! was so happy to see them. haha. did our usual routine of shrieking and hugging and acting like we're mad ladies, then blocking the way because we're so deep in conversation and then discover that we are actually rotating in a circle motion.

today after council interviews, went to see i, s, jm, m jamming their audition song for the inter jc talentime. :) they are good. Angel in disguise. haha. all the best... jia you!

11:55 PM;

Monday, April 24, 2006
Cry Out To Jesus
Words by Mac Powell
Music by Third Day

To everyone who's lost someone they love
Long before it was their time
You feel like the days you had were not enough
when you said goodbye

And to all of the people with burdens and pains
Keeping you back from your life
You believe that there's nothing and there is no one
Who can make it right

There is hope for the helpless
Rest for the weary
Love for the broken heart
There is grace and forgiveness
Mercy and healing
He'll meet you wherever you are
Cry out to Jesus, Cry out to Jesus

For the marriage that's struggling just to hang on
They lost all of their faith in love
They've done all they can to make it right again
Still it's not enough

For the ones who can't break the addictions and chains
You try to give up but you come back again
Just remember that you're not alone in your shame
And your suffering

When your lonely
And it feels like the whole world is falling on you
You just reach out, you just cry out to Jesus
Cry to Jesus

To the widow who struggles with being alone
Wiping the tears from her eyes
For the children around the world without a home
Say a prayer tonight
11:20 PM;

Friday, April 21, 2006
Some animations about God's love for us:
2 Samuel 22:33 God is my strong fortress; He has made me safe.
Proverbs 3:5-6 Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight.
1 Peter 5:7>Cast all your anxiety on Him because He cares for you.

11:11 PM;

Tuesday, April 11, 2006
Watch The Lamb
Ray Boltz

Walking on the road to Jerusalem,
The time had come to sacrifice again,
My two small sons,
They walk beside me on the road,
The reason that they came
Was to watch the lamb.

Daddy, daddy,
What will see there,
Theres so much that we dont understand,

So I told them of Moses
And father Abraham,
Then I said dear children watch the lamb,
There will be so many in Jerusalem today,
We must be sure the lamb doesnt run away,
And I told them of Moses
And father Abraham,
Then I said dear children watch the lamb.

When we reached the city,
I knew something must be wrong,
There were no joyful worshipers,
No joyful worship songs,
I stood there with my children
In the midst of angry men,
Then I heard the crowd cry out
Crucify Him.

We tried to leave the city
But we could not get away,
Forced to play in this drama
A part I did not wish to play,
Why upon this day
Were men condemned to die,
Why were we standing here,
Where soon they would pass by.

I looked and said,
even now they come,
The first one cried for mercy,
The people gave him none,
The second one was violent,
He was arrogant and loud,
I still here his angry voice
Screaming at the crowd.

Then someone said theres Jesus,
I scarce believed my eyes,
A man so badly beaten,
He barely looked alive,
Blood poured from His body,
From the forms upon His brow,
Running down the cross,
Falling to the ground.

I watched Him as He struggled,
I watched Him as He fell,
The cross came down upon His back,
The crowd began to yell,
In that moment I felt such agony,
In that moment I felt such loss,
Till a Roman soldier grabbed my arm
And screamed, you, carry His cross.

At first I tried to resist him,
Then his hand reached for his cross,
So I knelt and took The cross from the Lord,
I placed it on my shoulder,
And started down the street,
The blood that hed been shedding
Was running down my cheek.

They led us to Golgotha,
They drove nails
Deep in His feet and hands,
Yet upon the cross I heard Him pray
Father, forgive them.

Oh, never have I seen such love
In any other eyes,
Into thy hands I commit my spirit
He prayed and the He died.

I stood for what seemed like years,
Id lost all sense of time
Until I felt to tiny hands
Holding tight to mine,
The children stood there weeping,
I heard the oldest say,
Father please forgive us,
The lamb ran away.

Daddy, daddy,
What have we seen here,
Theres so much
That we don't understand,
So I took them in my arms,
And we turned and faced the cross,
Then I said dear children
Watch the lamb.
6:04 PM;

was just updating my movie list... I realised that I've been watching a lot of movies... maybe more than what I've watched in secondary school put together. tsk tsk tsk.

I guess I've roughly made my choice about which uni to go. hmm. Also been talking to lots of ppl about my fears. I guess I really need to trust God more. Need to learn to have more confidence, to be more independent, need to learn how to cook, do laundry, bla bla bla. gr. now I realise how much I take from granted.

Anyways.. I uploaded I few photos I took during my trip.

Photos of Umich

My sis and I in SF
Beautiful Santa monica beach
This is the donut shop near berkeley. Krispy Kreme donuts!
5:33 PM;

Tuesday, April 04, 2006
A week. I was gone for a week and I feel like I've missed out a million things. gr. oh well. Im still a bit nauseas now.. have no idea why. I have a bio spa tomorrow too. and my chem teacher is angry with me for skipping so many mcqs for my block test. bah! gr.

I really really really missed you guys... like there were little bits of things that I saw there and I just started linking it to you! and its only a week la... can you imagine if I really go.. I'll just die of homesickness.
I thought about..
...mel, when I looked up at the clear michigan night sky, when I was at Santa Monica Beach, or just the weather.
...Van, when I heard Explosive on the plane, I could just see her performing all over again in my head.
...T, when I saw ppl lying on the grass, soaking up the sun or playing frisbee.
...Ian, because I was staying in a hotel next to a luxury suite called kensington courts. (his apartment is kensington park)
... Pyu, whenever I walked pass a gift shop... (soorry couldn't find patrick :( )
... Ken, cos there were these girls who were wearing short skirts in winter... and I thought about what you would say. hahha! and that time we were at starbucks studying and this women with a short red skirt was going down the escalator. tsk tsk tsk.
... about what ms carol said.
... lil jan, whenever I saw chocolates and dippin dots ice cream and krispy kreme donuts
... ah!!! and so many other ppl!

sigh. now Im faced with a choice. again. I don't want to regret it. what should I do?

Im feeling woozy again. is my room spinning or is it me?
12:44 AM;

16th Oct
St. Margs
Middle Child
loves God
A mess

Just like Heaven
Pride and Prejudice
Perhaps Love
King Kong
Chronicles of narnia
Wallace and Gromit
The Family Stone
Memoirs of a Geisha
In her shoes
walk the line
brokeback mountain
I not stupid too
The Constant gardener
Nanny McPhee
Yours, mine and ours
V for Vendetta
Inside Man
Ice Age 2
Tristan and Isolde
Take the lead
Over the Hedge
X-men: The last stand
She's The Man
Just my Luck
The King And His Clown
Lady in The Water
Sympathy for Lady Vengeance
Hard Candy

bui eh
gen ah soh
pei yu
31st gb

`Learn how to cycle `go out! `off-shoulder top `belt


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