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Tuesday, July 25, 2006
A month left. Im I ready? I don't know. I guess I'll never be ready until Im in it. weeks of struggling and asking myself what exactly it is I want to do with my life.

For goodness sakes, you are going to uni and you still have no idea what you are going to do?

How indecisive.

How lazy, why don't you go start thinking?

I don't know, I don't know what He wants me to do. How will I know?

show me.

went to school today, a host of familiar faces. People whom I've missed.. so much, in fact I didn't know how much i've missed them until I saw them again today. Have you ever got an aching feeling when you part and say goodbye? I felt it for the first time today.
9:23 PM;

Wednesday, July 19, 2006
had a good chat with my daddy today. Basically, he made me feel at ease about certain things that has been bugging me for quite some time. It's strange how he isn't exactly the person whom I spend the most time with, but he can certainly read me rather well. I mean, sure there are times were he gets stuff wrong, but most of the time he's pretty accurate. maybe its a dad and daughter thing.
12:34 AM;

didn't really get the chance to talk to a lot of ppl on my official last day of school. Everybody was running abt preparing for commendation.

Im sorry py.. made you cry. Must be strong and cannot lose your motivation ok? cannot let boobys low down. and also because... I am always there for you. If you need someone to study with you.. Im very free now! Remember we're supposed to get the bag?! Im relying on ur sense of style to get a nice nice bag. :))

There is a big hole in my pocket now, because I've been taking a lot of cabs lately. haha. After commendation lunch, went down to yishun sports hall to support V in her r gym competition. It's really nice watching her after so long. Im going to miss that. After gym competition, cheong down to council chalet. haha. but it was more like a gambling den. Mahjong through the night. I learnt to play a bit! but I didn't gamble la. a group of us formed the beginners cum non gambling table. After a while, S, D, Jx, I, R and I went to the beach. Then we sat there at the breakwaters until sunrise, although the sunrise was a little marred by the smoke from a fire from a shipyard nearby. According to K, he said the fire started around 12 and when we were sitting there at 6 plus, it was still smoking! how serious is that? and I thought the fire in my room was bad.

tomorrow my group is having a pre orientation informal meeting at marche suntec. eep. wish me luck.

12:16 AM;

Monday, July 10, 2006
okay! update for these few days. haha.. be prepared for a very choppy entry.

C came back on friday! hee :) she's really quite the same... still burping after meals and laughing at her own jokes. haha! stayed over at m's house that evening. it's really nice to see her again! and she's a doctor to be! It gets quite exciting thinking about what we'll all be in a few years time. J's going to be a career woman and have lots of kids so her kids can play soccer with
S's kids. M's going to find her witty, musically talented (w nice fingers of course) guy, C's going to be a doctor. so fast.

the projector at church died on me again. sigh.
How have you experienced God's grace?
I guess the fact that somehow, God chose you to be his child. of course, you had to make the choice also, but even before you were born, he knew. Are you willing to let Him show you how special you are? Can you imagine how much love He has for you? it's like saying, "I love you so much, I'd rather die than to see you suffer for all eternity." would you suffer in the place of friend? possibly. would you suffer in the place of ur worse enemy? someone who has stuck a knife in your back? probably not. that's what He has done for you.

finally had the long overdue prata outing. YAY! haha.

tt day i was looking at photos tt jm brought. sorry dear didn't ask for your permission before looking. I found the first photo that the exco took together during commendation lunch. I have no idea why, but looking at it just made me want to cry. seeing how much we've all grown and overcome all the misunderstandings and obstacles to bond together. (thanks to LTC) although it was kind of late, but Im thankful that at least we managed to do it. :) I love you guys!

hmm. a lot of ppl have been asking me why I've chosen to go overseas now and not after As. one reason is cause it's to save some time, because I'll be going after As anyway, so if I have a placing now, why not? another reason, I think that upon looking back, my time in jc was really God-given. God gave me this extra year to grow up, become slightly more independent. (but I wouldn't say that Im already very independent), to discover myself more. If I were to go immediately after Os I wouldn't have been ready. so I would say that my time in JC has not been wasted.

1:01 AM;

Tuesday, July 04, 2006
sigh. RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. sorry. just felt like doing that. haha.

was trashed by K, even though he gave me a 10 point head start. haha. how pathetic is that? haha. I have two left hands ok? :))

1:23 AM;

16th Oct
St. Margs
Middle Child
loves God
A mess

Just like Heaven
Pride and Prejudice
Perhaps Love
King Kong
Chronicles of narnia
Wallace and Gromit
The Family Stone
Memoirs of a Geisha
In her shoes
walk the line
brokeback mountain
I not stupid too
The Constant gardener
Nanny McPhee
Yours, mine and ours
V for Vendetta
Inside Man
Ice Age 2
Tristan and Isolde
Take the lead
Over the Hedge
X-men: The last stand
She's The Man
Just my Luck
The King And His Clown
Lady in The Water
Sympathy for Lady Vengeance
Hard Candy

bui eh
gen ah soh
pei yu
31st gb

`Learn how to cycle `go out! `off-shoulder top `belt


The past.